| i've been reading a blog. its so inspiring, sometimes its intimidating. its like reading something out of a story book. where the characters lead adventurous, beautiful lives, with their occasional struggles, which eventually adds more to their character and adventure. the stories which the girl calls everyday life are almost unreal. i'm lost in daydreams that aren't even my own. and then i come back to my life. back to my thoughts. back to my simple routine. i'm scared that what i want most, what i wish would happen for me, just won't. i dont want to just live through the motions of everyday life, do things just because its the "way." i want a life that i love living. and i know its so much to think of now, and its impossible to see what could happen in the future. but its now that i want to be living, really living. life doesn't start when you go to the "real world." its should be right now. i want to really be living at this very moment. but i'm stuck, because i dont know how. i haven't known for a long time. i know it sounds really cliche. but these are the thoughts that scream loudest. its agonizing sometimes. i hope i haven't managed to depress you. so i guess to lighten up the mood; do what makes you happy, no matter the risks. because life is about living it well. sharing every moment with the ones you love and doing the things you love. because that is the beauty of life, isn't it? |
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